The RISE Job Fair gives queer job seekers a safe space and platform to search for jobs, bringing their skills to the table, without fear of being judged or discriminates because on their gender identities and sexual orientations.
There are many sex toys for bottoms to use, and you should get one of them. Who needs a top, when a sex toy and yourself can bring about all the pleasure you need?
Sex should be enjoyable, and the feelings of guilt and shame that often surround it are seriously detrimental to not just intimacy, but mental-health as a whole.
Only when your partner knows about your real desires and fetishes, would he be able to make you happy. Do not be shy telling him what you need or want.